I have my first appointment with Dr. Gladdy tomorrow at 130 in Toronto. I'm feeling anxious, scared, nervous, etc, etc... Getting the girls ready to go to Lanna's for the evening and it's making it feel so much more real. I wanted to go to Canadian cancer society today to ask for travel help and it ended up being closed :(. So I will have to do that another day. Otherwise, trying not to stress out over everything and try to have a relaxing evening and enjoy having a break from the girls. :).